I went to Emma's nurse DeLene's memorial service almost a week ago. It was beautiful and I expected to gain some closure from going, but I really didn't. She left so suddenly without a goodbye, I just can't get over that yet. They say it was complications due to her being diabetic. Emma and I miss her, and I hope to do a ballon release for Emma, Ella and Derek soon so they have a chance to say goodbye. Its just too hot right now! 108 as I type this. I hope cooler weather comes soon. Here is DeLene's obit
